Thoughts on humiliation

This girl logged in to say hello to Miss Susy, but she was offline (it seems strange to me, as she is nearly always online :-) ). This girl wrote Miss hello as offline message and started to think what to do. There were several SIMs she wanted to visit and that what she has started. Those SIMs were mostly shops (this girl is always looking for some freebies). While wandering in the malls, this girl thought about Miss, herself and their yesterday talk on humiliation. This girl has got a feeling that Miss was not much into it and it was hard for her to get the point of view and start to press on girl’s self-rating. In her thoughts she wrote a letter to her sister Eddie, asking for an advice. Writing that letter she understood one more time how deep humiliation is in her: she feel tremble in her fingers, when she was typing: “…and soon i'll be your sister only formal, but

 in fact this girl will be Susy's family slut or whore used, abused, rented to friends and strangers

..... oh... that all seems a bit scary, but this girl wanna try this sort of degradation so much...”. This is one more fact proving that this girl has at least very strong tendency to become a slut by constant humiliation. And what’s more – she will feel horny from understanding her state and that will make her behavior even more sluty (fingers are trembling again…)

As for SL, this girl was not online today any more.

My diary

Today is the first day this girl starts diary. It was not this girls’ decision, but Miss Susy task. She wants this girl to write down her adventures and thoughts to read them and understand her better (that’s what this girl thinks about he reason of diary, but she can’t be sure)

For the first record this girl will set some rules for this diary to follow them:

1. This girl tries to stop using pronouns like “i”, “me”, etc. for self addressing. Instead of them she will call her self “this girl”, “this slave”, “this thing” or even “it” due to the case
2.  This girl should write every day she was in SL.
3. This girl should send a copy of her diary as soon as Miss Susy tells her to do it in a form of a notecard.

Hope Miss will add something to them.

SL Actions with Miss Susy

To set records short, today will be 2 records at a time.

As for today, it was a buggy day, as SL was denying logins for mo re then 2 hours and a lot of SIMs were (and even now ARE) offline. This girl is glad she could meet Miss Susy today. Miss  shows her slave RLV zone and even left slave there to find  the exit. Well, at first it was not so easy, but then, as this girl is rather smart ass she was looking  with her camera with a right angel and there it was! This girl was out in 10-20 minutes

After that Miss went to Xegul with this girl and tested there this girl’s sensations parts. And Miss even gave this girl orgasm… that was really wonderful. After that was a hard part as this girl was tied to the frame and was whipped sever, but Miss was patting, kissing and made other arousing things during execution and this girl finally cumed getting 2 points in Maso row in sensations HUD.

And during all that time there was only one thing this girl was missing… she dreams of humiliation… and she couldn’t stop herself talking about it with Miss Susy. In that talk this girl described what is humiliation for her and how it can a state of humiliated person can be easily maintains in her: “Humiliation can go constantly.. in every word... pointing this girl her place... and punishing if she tries to get up from her place down there... (figure of speech). Humbling her questioning and saying that her answer means nothing! Telling her she's slut, and proving it by her behavior.... making her look, act and then feel like a slut... and then pointing to all that things telling her: "And how should i call you after that, slut?" and so on… finally making this girl feel and take herself as a slut and nothing more”.

This girl hopes Miss Susy will got used to address this slave this way and sooner or later this girl will be called a slut or whore more often and that would be a start of a long way to deep humiliation of his slave… and that’s a road this girl wants to walk.