September 30, 2010

First online record

Today Miss Eve gave this whore a permission to post all her diary to the public blog. Whore is happy to make this step to the deeper submission (and to more open one too, as from now all this can be read by anyone).

As for the previous task, whore have read articles on that site and the main thought in them, whore could extract, is: "if everyone will be honest and willing to go further -- everything will be fine and everyone will be happy". So, the main thing -- is honest and desire for moving on. Miss agreed with whore in that and the task was marked as done :-)

After that Miss Eve gave this whore another task: to write an essay on the "Meaning of submission to this whore". To help whore in this not an easy task, Miss gave some questions whore can answer in her essay:

  • What do you feel submission is,
  • How does that affect you
  • What do you want to reach in it
  • Describe submission in you own words, just one sentence
  • What does that sentence mean for you
  • Are there parts of submission you do not have reached yet, but want to reach
So, hope very soon, there will be another post here with one more essay, with thought of this whore about herself, her feelings and actions.

September 29, 2010

Back from silence


Today whore is back to her diary after more then 2 months of silence (really sorry for that). There’s no excurse for this whore, but you know: summer, work and everything else is getting you away from all this.
But fortunately whore is back and what is more valuable – Miss Eve didn’t abandon from this stupid whore and will continue to train her according to her wishes, desires and needs (and this makes this whore happy… and horny *blushes*).
Today Miss gave this whore another task, here it is:
Hi there,

here is your first task,
I want you to visit this website,
look around, (there is a part Online submission)
and write down for me anything you noticed in special,
or maybe just thoughts you got, questions?
http://www.submissiveguide.com/

Since RL always goes first,
this is no task with a set time-span
Do it when you are/feel able to

Eve

Whore is going there…
And, BTW, maybe this diary will be changed soon… if Miss will give whore a permission for it.