SL submission meaning in RL

Miss Alive told this bitch to write down her thoughts about meaning of SL submission of this bitch in her RL. And bitch started to think about it.

At first there are some facts, that bitch must say:

1. Bitch has been interested in BDSM in RL for nearly 10 years, trying different things with the help of some people (sexual partners) and herself.
2. Bitch can’t say she’s a complete sub in RL and switches from time to time.
3. Bitch had come to SL to explore and develop her submissive side.

So all this facts make her attitude to SL submission serious and as less a playful, as it can be. Bitch feels a great turn on from domination, from restrains and especially from humiliation in SL (well, domination and retrains make bitch hot in RL too, and real, strong humiliations was not tried in RL, yet). As a matter of fact,  restrains, sexual acts, even pain are completely illusive in SL. And only relations and emotions can be felt for real (but well, can be still played and not be real at all). And that’s why these are the main interest of this bitch in SL, as they can be felt in RL too. That’s why bitch is trying to explore emotional side of submission as she can (and she can do it in SL rather well). And this bitch will be glad to try any other mindfucking games in SL too.

As for RL, submissive feelings are growing here too. And as this bitch has a family in RL and her partner is partly in dominating her, the developing of submissive side is a very good thing too.

There was one good example, when bitch was begging owners for an orgasm and was denied and beaten for her bad behavior. Later that day in RL was a sexual play, during which bitch was brought to an edge and denied several times… All together make bitch nearly cry and beg for orgasm in RL… hopefully RL was much softer and bitch came that night.

Bitch would like to get some BDSM play out of SL and put it into RL, but thinks that mixing those L’s together is not a good thing at all.