During a period this bitch is describing now (26/05/2010-03/06/2010) there were not so much SL events (except talks to Alvie and Miss Eve about their relations). But there was one thought in this bitch’s mind, and it should be placed in this diary, without doubts.
During one talk to Miss Eve this bitch was asked about something, that Miss Eve can decide for this bitch and even don’t ask this bitch opinion, as there’s no matter what a chair (or some other property) thinks about your decision concerning them. And bitch wanted to tell Miss about it, but stopped as she understood that she still has some things, not wanting Miss Eve to decide about her. And those things were about money (currently on her SL account) and her inventory (as bitch is developing some devices, as you know). And that made this bitch a bit confused, and gave a start to a long dialog inside her about fullness of her submission. Finally, this bitch decided, that she has to be completely submitted to her owner, without conditions and exceptions.
So now this bitch is sure, that she must be completely submitted to her owner in all parts concerning SL (this bitch doesn’t mix SL and RL).
That was a step to something new in understanding and feeling of submission for this bitch. And a lot more step will follow!
PS. Miss Eve once, gave this bitch a choice, what to be trained into – a whore/thing or an animal. And this bitch couldn’t chose, as she wanted to try animal play very much, but feels herself no enough degradated. And asked Miss to give a chance to both directions, one by one… Miss Eve grins evilly, and had not answered. Now bitch has no idea what sort of training is going on, but hopes to learn about it soon.
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