Showing posts with label degradation. Show all posts
Showing posts with label degradation. Show all posts

October 20, 2010

A new pet

Today Miss Eve has got a new pet... but let this whore tell everything in order.

The day before Miss Eve had put this whore on a massage device, that sucked and massaged her breast (what a wonderful feeling it was). And even added one more vibrator to this whore cunt. Unfortunately that lasts not so long.
Unfortunately, whore had to leave that day, but on the next day Miss Eve continued playing with her whore.

She put her on a device with 2 vibrators and run them both. To train whore keep silent, Miss put a banana gag into the whore's mouth and set it up to shock whore's tong every time she's trying to say something out loud. At first it was not difficult, but as whore was coming closer and close to the edge of orgasm, keeping muted was getting harder and harder.
 (whore ridding 2 vibrators at the same time)

Finally whore had got shocked from the belt and gag in one time. That made whore cry more, and another shock to her mouth made whore strive hard and shut up. Then absolutely unexpected, Miss took whore's chastity off and let whore have an full-blown orgasm, that made this whore scream one more time and get several shocks from banana gag again. After that Miss seemed to be satisfied. And then she told: "I can make you scream when I want, I can make you have an orgasm when I want, I don't even have to do anything for it" -- one phrase, just a phrase, but somehow, it made this whore feel a strike of submission.Some kind of deep submission, when whore completely understands her place and that makes her ready for everything her owner will order. Rather strange and very-very pleasant feeling.

Then whore was milked by Miss for the first time and even gave some milk. Whore was so glad, that she could finally do it (milk producing). Although it hurts a bit while sucking, but it was still very pleasant. Then whore had to drink all produced milk.

After all that Miss made herself comfortable on the couch and whore was placed nearby on the carpet, chained to the leash post. Miss had put on whore bits and bridle. Whore was not supposed to talk again and can emote not much then an animal can. Miss Eve wanted to ask whore some questions. During that whore  could only answer "yes" or "no" and emote in some way. At first it was not easy to keep silent, but as the talk goes on, whore felt very comfortable without right for the words and at the end of conversation acts easily.

Whore felt comfortable, sitting naked, on her knees, before Miss Eve, having no names, maps, TP and inventory access, having no right to speak and no chance to run away. If only someone tell this whore some time ago, she would not believe that person. And whore can hardly believe herself, writing all that now.

And at the end of conversation Miss asked the main question of that day (at least for the whore):
Miss Eve slides a finger briefly through your hair and smiles
Whore take a deep breath in...
Miss Eve: Then a question whore, are you happy like this?
Whore waits a bit...
Miss Eve: Hmm, could you be happy like this
Whore slowly nods...
Miss Eve grins
Whore feels a tear drops from her eye...
Whore looks down...
Miss Eve: I somehow knew that would be the answer
Whore moves a bit forward, but can't move much...
Miss Eve wipes the tear away and hugs you
Whore tries to stay as close to Miss as she can
Miss Eve: I want you to remember what you just answered whore, and to know what you are once again. For it is what you are
Whore takes several deep breathes... and nods
Whore feels more tears came from her eyes, but she looks happily at Miss...
And that's absolutely true feelings. Thank you for all that, Miss Eve.

October 6, 2010

Pregnancy

For the last two days whore was online every evening to learn more about Miss Eve new house and her new destiny. Miss Eve showed and tested on this whore a new training device to make whore's breasts produce milk.

(new breasts massage device)

It's really very nice thing, as it massages very gently, but firmly. This makes this whore drip in some 10-15 minutes and Miss didn't miss the chance to test whore's chastity belt shock.(Ouch!). That made this whore thinks that Miss wants her to be a milk producer. And as whore knows, and Miss marked that several time, saying that whore can't produce milk right now as she was not pregnant, whore decided to perform some search on the way she can get pregnant in SL.
Whore has found several HUDs. One of them was a Tantra Total Woman HUD. And it seems very interesting for this whore. Whore suggested this HUD to Miss, as a variant of developing and some new level of RP-ing, but that made Miss angry. Miss Eve told this whore not to tell her what shу should do with this whore. Whore was not thinking about ordering Miss, but only wanted to show some way, some ideas... maybe whore choose the wrong form of a suggestion (whore will have to work on this and find the way to show some ideas to Miss in a correct form). At least whore was not punished for that. Miss Eve even mentioned another HUD: Mama Allpa - much cheaper one (and apparently more popular, as it has much more reviews, then the Tantra Total Woman). Maybe some day whore will try some of them...
Some time later whore returned to the discussion of the pregnancy with Miss and Miss told that her attitude to it in SL is the same as in RL, she doesn't think this whore can care about a child, she's at least not male to make this whore pregnant. Well, that's all true. Even more Miss pointed that whore's pregnancy at current level of degradation will stop whore's degradation for some time in Miss Eve's eyes.

However, there was one more thing Miss mentioned. She said: "You are not yet fully "just a thing" in my eyes, though not fully normal too", and that it stops Miss from taking a baby from this whore. But taking a baby away will be ok with a "complete thing", as things can't care of babies. So whore has to be degrade to a "just a thing" for even more degradation (as pregnancy not for a child, but for milk and all that stuff seems very humiliating for this whore).
So, the conclusion: whore has to do her best on the degradation. And whore will!

May 6, 2010

Degradation plan

Today this girl was not too much online today, but have some chat with Miss and offered Miss to think and write down her ideas on humiliation. After that she was thinking a lot about it and decided to compile a plan of her degradation. There would be several stages (states) with their signs to check if a state was properly set in this slave. Also this girl would like to think of different tasks, orders, actions to move her to the next, more humiliating state. That would be not an easy work, but this girl hope it’ll worth the result.

Stage: a girl
            Description: common girl, wanted to be trained and humiliated
            Signs: everything is ok, no restrictions at all


Stage: a sub/slave
Description: collared sub/slave, ready to submit and start training and learning toward humiliation slur.
Signs:
·        Clothes: anything permitted and approved by Miss.
·        Poses: any polite pose Miss approved.
·        Private: wherever slave wants, except periods Miss wants slave to be somewhere else.
·        RLV restrictions: no restrictions on regular basis, but some for punishments and training.
·        Speech mode: polite speech always thankful to Miss and other people.
·        Chastity: none.
·        Addressing to slave: “i”, “me”, “this slave” (anything with a low letter).
Common activities:
·        Plain orders from Miss. Getting to know slave’s nature better.
·        Develop discipline, trust and submission.
·        Some written forms of reporting of different actions and thoughts.
·        Slave can be leashed in public.
·        Slave can be punished in public and private.
Developing activities:
The main goal on this stage is to develop a link in a slave mind between humiliation and pleasure. So, every act of humiliation must be accompanied by some pleasure: sex, petting, any other reward.
·        Miss can call a slave a whore, bitch and slut, while giving her some contestations.
·        Make slave horny and then tell her to do some strange, wired things (better in public), wear some strange clothes and devices.
·        Do some tease and denial sessions and make slave beg for orgasm, saying different things, selfhumiliating. And if selfhumiliating is done properly – reward this slave, and punish otherwise.


Stage: a humiliation slave
Description: slave involved in humiliation play and getting some pleasure from it.
Signs:
·        Clothes: anything permitted and approved by Miss (but more open, then normal).
·        Poses: opened for a view of Miss.
·        Private: can use private areas to change dress and have sex until told otherwise.
·        RLV restrictions: no far touch, no fly, no minimap, no shout,  permanent,  and anything else for some times.
·        Speech mode: polite, thankful speech, asking for permission to start conversation.
·        Chastity: must be in chastity all the time, to prevent having sex with no permission. Slave can have orgasms with Miss permission.
·        Addressing to slave: “this girl”, “this slave”, “this slut”.
Common activities:
·        Tease and denial games with permissions to cum after some time (not always)
·        Making slave beg for orgasms using self humiliation.
·        Call slave a slut, whore from time to time.
·        Underline in conversations slave’s positive attitude to humiliation. Slave must get used to the thought that she likes humiliation and start confirming it automatically.
Developing activities:
As a slave’s link between humiliation and pleasure growing stronger, more humiliation can be applied. Slave now must be oriented to act more as a slut. This will be more natural, as slave will be more often denied orgasm and will feel herself more horny.
·        Slave must learn to be useful sexually and develop her sexual skills in making pleasure to other people: petting, oral, vaginal and anal sex must be involved with strict control over slave’s orgasms.
·        Slave has to develop her pussy and anal to be ready for any use.
·        Slave can be involved in any play with Miss to understand what she must do in it and perform the best way to pleasure playmates.
·        At some point some semi-public actions can be started: slave can be used by some people under her Miss control or along with Miss.


Stage: a humiliation slut
Description: slave strongly involved in humiliation, getting pleasure from it, wanting have more sexual activity, ready to go further into humiliation to get more sexual pleasure.
Signs:
·        Clothes: things permitted by Miss only, very opened, partly naked, with some devices visible for others.
·        Poses: opened for a view of Miss and others, horny stands and movements.
·        Private: can use private areas to change dress, rarely can have sex in private places.
·        RLV restrictions: no far touch, no fly, no minimap, no shout, no norm (whisper only), no inventory, no names, no map, clothes locked permanent, and anything else for some times.
·        Speech mode: polite, thankful speech, only when asked or have some special task or order.
·        Chastity: Full time chastity with orgasms from time to time (once in a 4-7 days). Only Miss permitted orgasms.
·        Addressing to slave: “this slave”, “this slut”, “whore”, “this bitch”.
Common activities:
·        Tease and denial games with devices, maybe some devices constantly in, to make slave aroused all the time (with no orgasms!), begging for relief.
·        Calling this slave different rude names in private conversations
·        Give a permission to orgasm in public any time slave wants, but when there are not less then 3 persons except her hearing slave’s moans (this will help slave to get used to public actions and motivate her to have public sex more often)
·        Show slave in public places with bare red ass or swollen tits, showing everyone what a slut this slave is (can be locked in some public place to be shown).
Developing activities:
At this stage slave must develop herself in a complete slut (whore), wet and dipping, ready for anything to have permission for orgasm (but getting this permission more and more seldom). The most important thing in this period is to make slave self accept herself as a slut, make her think of herself as a slut and nothing more.
·        Give permission to orgasm more and more seldom (once per 1-2 weeks)
·        Set conditions for orgasm more and more humiliating: do it only in public, be complete naked, have been fucked by at least 2 persons as the same time before orgasm, etc.
·        Make slave to cum while whipping and other painful actions.
·        Urge slave to call herself a slut, whore, bitch, but not a slave.
·        Find some evidences that slave is a whore and slut and nothing more.
·        Address and use slave as a whore, sex toy, accentuate that she’s not suitable for anything else.
·        Make slave to beg for sex to strangers (make sex with stranger a condition for orgasm: ask if slave wants an orgasm, then give permission to have orgasm with some person, if he would not be against and pleased by slave, and so on…)
·        Learn slave to get used to cages and being locked for different periods of time (when not used and don’t have tasks from Miss)


Stage: a humiliation whore
Description: slave completely in humiliation, with a strong link between humiliation and pleasure. Sexual desires are completely controlled by Miss and orgasms are very rare. Slave is always horny, ready and eager to be used sexual by anyone.
Signs:
·        Clothes: very opened outfits (approved by Miss), humiliating tattoos, slutty underwear if there are any.
·        Poses: opened for everyone views, dripping and showing every device in slave.
·        Private: can’t stay private for any actions, until told otherwise.
·        RLV restrictions: no far touch, no fly, no minimap,  no shout, no norm (whisper only), no inventory, no names, no map, no edit, no rez, no build,  clothes locked, gagged (when her mouth is not used) permanent. Chat and IM can be restricted for some time.
·        Speech mode: polite, thankful speech, only when asked, but mostly have something in a mouth to keep slave aroused and busy.
·        Chastity: Full time chastity with orgasms from time to time (once in 1-2 weeks). Only Miss permitted orgasms.
·        Addressing to slave: “this slut”, “whore”, “this bitch”, “it”.
Common activities:
·        Constantly teasing, with no orgasm, using different devices (vibrators, plugs, eggs, etc).
·        Having sexual abuse by strangers on a regular basis, offer slave to friends (not slaves) to be used and abused.
·        Make slave beg to use her sexual, hoping for getting release during it (give some releases if slave’s behavior is whorish enough).
·        Make slave depict herself as a horny wet whore, dreaming to be abused by anyone (selfhumiliation scenes).
·        Make selfhumiliation natural and easy for slave.
Developing activities:
At this stage slave must go further in humiliation and start degrade toward a thing. Make slave understand her complete useless and unimportant. Slave must start feel herself lower then other slaves.
·        Make slave be used by slaves (sexual and not only sexual).
·        Make slave assist and clean other slaves (not as a secondary owner, but as a slave’s sub, as a machine).
·        Underline, that slave’s behavior is not a human one, and slave must be treated as an animal or thing.
·        Take slave’s ability to talk (completely) for some time, during some pet play or statue-play (or something like that).
·        Start learn slave to wear blindfold permanently (start from low darkenning).
·        Make slave into some stupid pet and treat it like it should be.
·        Get slave aroused during all degradation to set link between pleasure and degradation.
·        Start leaving slave in cage for some time, when unused and between sessions (it can be done in public, not only cages, but locked somehow strictly).
·        Permit  slave to cum only while in pain.


Stage: degradated whore
Description: slave is loosing human rights and attitude. She’s too horny and can’t control herself to act as a human. That’s why Miss needs to degrade this whore and restrict her even more.
Signs:
·        Clothes: mostly naked (approved by Miss), except humiliating tattoos, brand marks.  Can wear only slutty underwear if Miss approves it.
·        Poses: opened for everyone views, dripping and showing every device in slave, staying on the ground most of the time.
·        Private: can’t stay private for any actions, until told otherwise.
·        RLV restrictions: no far touch, no fly, no minimap,  no shout, no norm (whisper only), no inventory, no names, no map, no edit, no rez, no build,  clothes locked, no emote, gagged (when her mouth is not used) permanent. Chat and IM are restricted for much of time. Receiving chat can be switched off too.
·        Speech mode: speech must be avoid, make slave emote only (in restricted emotions)
·        Chastity: Full time chastity with stopping regular orgasms.
·        Addressing to slave: “it”, “this thing”
Common activities:
·        Constantly teasing, with no orgasm, using different devices (vibrators, plugs, eggs, etc).
·        Having sexual abuse by slaves and any strangers who doesn’t disdain.
·        Make this whore serve slaves.
·        Muted slave petplay (during this play slave can’t chat and restricted to use emotes, maybe can be restricted to understand people chat too, to become complete silly pet).
·        Slave must be locked somewhere when not used by anyone, having no freedom of movement alone.
Developing activities:
The last step to a thing for slave is accept herself as a thing and agree she’s not worth to be human or even a pet in any way. She’s just a thing for Miss and has to surrender to her will completely, as she has not enough brains for her own will.
·        Learn slave to wear blindfold more darken.
·        Don’t give slave permission to see and hear people talking at the same time (can see actions and emotions, but no chat and IM, or can hear chat and IM with blindfold (fully dark on almost dark) on).
·        Outline slave’s stupidity and prove her that she’s not supposed to talk as she has no enough brains for that.
·        Thing must not wear clothes… only tattoos, devices, brand marks.
·        Learn slave to shorten it’s IMs to 3-4 words (less words, less slave’s foolishness)

Stage: a thing
Signs:
·        Clothes: complete nudity, except told otherwise.
·        Poses: always on the ground, opened for anyone view.
·        Private: no, always must be exposed.
·        RLV restrictions: noInv, noTouch, noTP, blindfolded (maybe not completely, but dark enough), noChat (send), noEmotes, noIM permanent  (except Miss needs something of it). Receive chat messages can be switched off too for a long period too.
·        Speech mode: complete silent (no chat, noIM except welcoming Miss and extremely urgent needs(messages not longer then 6 words, better 3-4), noEmotes).
·        Chastity: all time chastity, orgasms only for the viewers pleasure and with severe pain (preferable in public).
·        Addressing to slave: none, as mostly silent all the time (when needed, use “it”, “this thing”).
Activities:
·        Public sex/humiliation and other plays with unknown people.
·        Public expositions in cages, statues, etc.
·        Borrowing to others, including strangers, slaves, for any periods.
·        Public free demonstrations of different equipment and technics (using this slave as demonstration model)
·        Any sexual or other usage by Miss, Her slaves, friends, anyone!