Sissy slut training rules

Yesterday i've seen a picture with a capture "Sissy slut training rule #12....". I really liked that picture. It was filled with humiliating submission for one side and powerful domination for other. And you know i like it very much!
I was highly interested in this picture and searched for all the rules. I found out there is a series of pictures (nearly 100) with such kind of rules. All of them are filled with deep humiliation of man, cuckolding scenarios, black men superiority, etc. I ended reading them all day staying excited, imaging scenes from pictures and feelings i can get, taking parts in those scenes.
After that i thought, that it would be interesting to try in SL.
That's why I wonder, if there are any black guys who would like to try to RP this kind of story? I'd like to try cuckolding from a men side too. Maybe there are some girls who'd like to try it?
If so, please, contact me and we will get along in the SL and try it together.
Here's the link for Sissy slut training rules (new link, working at 2013-06-16).

New goals, old ways

Whore was not writing much for the last several weeks.
There were holidays and a lot of thing to do before and after them.
Miss Eve seems to have nearly the same and whore had not seen Miss for a long time (just could exchange offline messages and rarely chat online with out any time for full actions)

And at last, she managed to meet her property. Whore was very glad. Main news were: an addition to the whore's training course (sorry, have no picture at a moment), and that Miss has changed her mind about her property degradation.

Miss told that, degradation was not really her kind of things, but she doesn't refuse the ownership, but wants to treat her whore another way. What way? Well, Miss told (as whore could understand) more traditional way for slaves and will try to make this whore suitable for being proud with. Miss said that some day (not a close future) she will go out with her property back to the public (whore was not in public SIMs for several months already).

However, Miss mentioned, that whore's place will be at the floor and not an inch higher.

After all that, whore was left alone and had some time to think about all those news.
Whore really wants Miss Eve to be proud of her property and to be better, but has no idea how to do it. That's why whore thought about it and here's the list of things whore thinks she can (and maybe must?) to improve:

1. Do her best to complete every Miss' order.
2. Test and (hope) prove (practically) whore's devotion and faithfulness to Miss Eve.
3. Make less writing and grammar mistakes.
4. Learn to answer short and clear
5. Learn not to make a lot of talking here and there (be quiet, until is asked directly)
6. Learn to feel her place and state every second of being near Miss and even without her.
7. Develop submission in any kind and sense Miss wants whore to do it.

Old course, new conditions

For the last week whore was rather busy at RL work and has not much time for SL. Nearly the same Miss Eve had. Whore still can't overcome her desire to train passing the course Miss build.But today whore tried to motivate herself for better performance.
First whore wants to tell, that she feels herself really horny due to some RL reasons. And an idea flashed in whore's head, while passing the course -- add some RL addition to push whore make course without mistakes as much times in a row, as she can.Whore likes a mix of pain and pleasure, and she saw 2 clothespins, that's why whore decided to put them on her nipples and play a game with following rules:

Thanks for a picture to this blog

1. Whore will wear clips, until she will pass course without mistakes for 4 times in a row.
2. For every mistake whore will squeeze her breasts with clips (that really hurts!)

For the first several mistakes whore had to hurt herself and start to count passes from the beginning. Finally whore managed to achieve her goal and get clips off.

That made whore so excited and aroused, that whore couldn't stop herself from telling about it to Miss Eve and ask her to include RL clips into some SL actions. After very intent look, Miss agreed.

PS. for the last week whore added herself 1 extra pass to every goal. Last time whore had to go 8 passes in a row (starting countdown once after a failure on the 6th pass).

New point of view

Last day whore came online for some small amount of time and felt an urge to pass through the dog-training course. Whore just can't resist and spent next half an hour running over and over the logs, jumping over walls and passing through tube and tumbler. Whore found out some specific things about her movements (whore can move only on all four of her laps) and behavior of some parts of the course. Whore found out the action made by a SPACE button while movements. Whore was training overall (with no order, with no conscious reason). When time was over, whore wen to her kennel and understood she really likes what she were doing and she was doing it to perform better before Miss next time.

Some days after the "next time" came. Miss Eve called Alvie to see whore at passing the course. And whore failed. For some unknown reason whore felt very nervous and unsure and felt from the log between two high object at first, and then missed a the last log (leading to the ground). Whore felt awful, nearly crying. As whore was in ML whore didn't look up at Miss Eve or Alvie... Miss was not satisfied with whore's performance too, but gave whore another chance and on the third time whore passed the course completely without mistakes. That makes whore a bit more happier. Whore even afford herself to look up at Miss Eve and Alvie.Whore saw a picture like this (see below):

(whore's new point of view)

And whore understood how right her position was. Whore feels no right to look at others otherwise, then upward. The feeling was intensified by the fact, that Miss Eve and Alvie were discussing something about this whore, without not even mentioning this whore presence. Like talking about some animal or even an object (and that's again very near to the reality for now).
Oh, it's so had to describe the mix of feelings from that moment. Here's just some of them:

• joy and happiness from completing the course, completing Miss order, being near Miss
• humiliation from being lowed to the ground and being muted, and restricted to ML,
• arouse from being humiliated and having nothing to do with that,
• even more aroused from being aroused from such awful and shameful things,
• submission to any decision of Miss Eve and 
• readiness to complete any Miss Eve order

Alvie has something else to do and leave very quick after that. Miss Eve lead this whore to a skybox (a fireplace) and had a talk with her. Yes, Miss Eve removed bits and bridle (with chat restrictions) and asked several questions. One of them was how whore feels about getting a OC Collar back. And whore felt really nothing about that and answered just common words about submitting to any Miss decisions. That was a mistake, as Miss wanted to get a direct answer about whore feeling. And after some tips from Miss, whore finally answered: "Whore feels ready for that, Miss". That was the answer Miss liked, but as it was said not at once, Miss decided to lock this whore into the cage for a 30 minutes, to have whore think about her style of answering (yes, it's a huge problem, as this whore can't answer short and direct,  always writing a lot about all questions aspects and some aspect laying close to the subject). Well, maybe it's just another story, and whore will write about it some time later...

Pet's feelings

Today whore finally met her owner again online (for some RL reasons whore was not online for more then a week). Whore was very-very glad, in spite of she can't say how glad she was, because of bits and bridle and chat restrictions. But hope Miss understood everything by a wide whore's smile.
Miss showed a new training course for her pet (this whore) and ordered to go through it. Unfortunately whore didn't notice the start mark and tried to pass it from the finish. After several remarks from Miss whore felt herself so silly (just like a stupid little puppy *blushes*). At last whore saw the green mark of the beginning and passed through it.
The course consists of a jumping area, climbing log and a log at some height, a pipe, a tumbler (where you can go only over the green spinning line) with a water bath under it, a log to come down to the ground level. You can see it all at a picture right below.

(a training ground for a dog-whore)

But whore must spoil before spin and failed the first pass completely: too long jumps and a fall down from tumbler. Miss demanded another try and that time whore completed the path. After landing to the finish spot, whore came to Miss with the overflowing feeling of happiness from completing Miss command. Whore tried to express it some way, but could only smile happily, listening Miss telling whore was a good pet. The only thin whore thought at that moment was th thought that she has made Miss Eve happy. And that thought was filling whore's soul with pleasure and joy. So whore looked upward at Miss with a happy smile on her face.

Right at that moment Miss Eve said: "I want you to think about something Whore. Look at how you are sitting here, bit and bridle, cuffs on, chasted.Over all, leashed to an owner, nothing more then an animal, not even with behavior. I tell you to do or not to do something, you obey. I want to know how this feels for you whore.". Whore had no chance to answer Miss at that moment (as pet was gagged by bits and bridle). And now whore can answer Miss: "Wonderful!". Whore has no idea how it works, but it works for her and that's absolutely clear. For some reason understanding the fact of all restrictions, total power exchange, absolute control and complete dependence makes this whore want to say something, but not anything particular, want to go somewhere, but nowhere particular and as a result -- whore stands still and silent. And the only thing, that can get whore out of that state is an order of her owner.
This is a mysterious feeling for whore, as she can't understand it, can't analyze it, but can watch it again and again inside her mind (in RL!!!!). And that's whore is thankful Miss Eve for.

PS. Maybe some day whore will find out the source and mechanism of that feeling, but as for now, whore will just feel it and be happy with it. Thank you again, Miss Eve for this wonderful emotional gift.

Dog-whore

Today Miss Eve said that she'd prefer this whore to be trained as her dog-whore. That means no more milking but dog-training. Miss said, that she's gonna build an agility-course for this whore. And she even showed an example of it's part. Whore tried to pass some part of it, and found out that it was not so easy. But much more easy in the mouselook (ML).
Some words about ML. ML is not handy for chat. That's why whore doesn't use it very often (who does?). Switching to it was some kind of restriction, whore has to make to herself. And after having to switch into this mode, whore felt even more restricted and helpless, then before (having no inventory, teleport, map, names and radar) and very depended on Miss. This feeling was a surprise for whore (she had not felt something like this for a long-long time), but a very pleasant surprise... as whore likes this feeling so much! Another thing ML is good for -- it forces whore to focus all her attention to the SL window, as there's not chat history in it and everything that was said is disappearing after some time from the screen.
All this brought whore to a thought, that ML can mark some mode of this whore's mind (like in the blog of Alternative mindset, where a girl mark her state of a doll by wearing a sepia lens, if whore is not mistaken), mind of a non-human being, a dog or any other animal Miss wants this whore to be. Whore liked this mode so much, that even asked if Misss can lock her to ML (unfortunately there's no such an option in the collar). However, now whore has a new marker of her mind state, and it can be a good anchor (of being in this state, and then even bring whore to this state) and can be used in further whore development as Miss Eve's dog-whore.

Another thing whore has to do now, as a dog -- is to crawl on her knees and hands. That seems very natural for a new state of this whore.

PS. Sorry for this post being a bit muddled, and a bit late. For some RL reasons there was no chance for this whore to post it earlier and be online too. Hope everything will be OK from now on... at least for some time, as whore missed Miss Eve a lot during this period of silence.

Miss Eve trains this slave to stay in cages…

This slave was not online much time after last day. So, when this slave logged in today, she was still in the cage. And had time to rewind her thoughts back to ones she had last time (yesterday).

This slave planed to get LMs for different cages to present them to Miss Eve later… But Miss was online and came to the cage in a minute. So this slave was leashed as soon, as she was released from the cage…

Miss came to Xegul then and this slave started to prepare herself for another sever pain training (torture). But training was not done and after some chat with Miss, this slave was sent to look for cages. And there was no surprise that this trip was ended really soon – this slave was sitting in the cage again. Darkened and can’t seeing anything, with blocked TP and other stuff, but fortunately with ability to speak and IM. By the goodwill of Miss Eve slave was freed after 13 minutes. And research for cages continues.

Slut tried some old places, but can’t find the perfect cage there. Then slave tried to search for some new places and found Silent Prison (a nice place to be placed, but there were no guards at that moment and free. At that time Miss was going to logout and wanted to leave this slut locked until Miss will be online again. She TP this slave to RLV playground (she liked cages there for their restrains and darkness mode) and put her property in one of the cages… It was not so bad for the first time, but then, after darkness came, and IM and chat was blocked real hell begins. To add to all this, this slave Sis Eddie came online and come to see her in the cage (this slave managed to IM Sis before IMs were locked. Sis was looking all this slave restrain process and have some talk with Miss Eve (unfortunately this slave couldn’t hear it). Then everyone left… and this slave was left alone… even more then alone… she even can’t see herself, so there were really noone…

PS. sitting in the cage without anything disturbing is good for slave, at least, this slut remembered about cage she wanted to find… and as it always happen, this cage is in Xegul, where she started her research at… Another case proving that we have everything we need just at hands, and sometimes just can’t understand it.

Slave training continues

For some RL reasons this slut can’t stay online for a long time today. But she had finally got some hours to get online and, thank God, Miss Eve was online too. Mss Eve seemed to be glad to see this slut online and readily continued this slave training.

Miss Eve liked this slave diary, and, as she said, she’d found something interesting in it and will use some ideas from it… There were really a lot of ideas in it… This slave can only wonder what ideas Miss liked… Soon this slave will know…

Miss met this slut at Enslaved RLV and this slut started to show Miss her outfits and discuss them with her. During their conversation, some stranger started to lock everyone into the cages… and this slave was locked for some time, but Miss got this slave out rather quickly and after that we left that place…

Miss Eve showed this slut a new place with different medical equipment… rather evil ones. Unfortunately it was not sensations compatible… so electro shocks and candle wax drops were not hurting too much. And this slave wanted to show Miss some devices with sensations HUD. But this slave was nearly out of time and only could find the place, where devices are. There, as this slave had to leave soon, Miss put her into the cage and set it timer for 1 hour RL… and now this slave is sitting on the floor of that glass cage, naked for any strangers passing by, unable to IM, with pacifier… feeling her vulnerability and humiliation. And for some strange reason this slut likes it… what a shame…

Training with Eve Wildmist

After several days working on humiliation plan, this slave is back to her diary and her adventures in SL. This slave send Miss Susy her diary, but she seems to have some problems with readying RTF files… soon this slave will know for sure.

And today this slave adventures started at Enslaved Extreme RLV. Slave has met a person there, Miss Eve Wildmist. She agreed to train this slut a bit… and after that this slut was posed on some evil device and was tortured for a half an hour or so… Miss slapped her with paddle and hand, had teased slave with eating her pussy, fist slave and all that was changing from one to another and back. This slave was begging to stop and to allow her to cum at the end. During all actions people were coming along, looking at this slut humiliatingly crying and begging Miss.

One of persons wanted to take part and Miss agreed… and this slave had no choice, but even more, she desired that cock in her mouth… Cock was put in her ass, during Miss was fisting her pussy. That was so arousing, humiliating and painful. And the only thing kept slave from orgasm was the chastity belt. After slaves holes were done Miss slapped slave several time and freed her from the device.

Miss wanted to train slave for deepthroat, but training device seemed to be a bit huge for slave and dildo was not going deep to slave’s mouth. Miss Eve said she liked this slut, and slut mentioned that she’d be glad to have more training with Miss Eve. It was settled down, that slave will ask Miss Susy a permission to add Miss Eve as a second owner for a period of training.

Before leaving, Miss Eve played an evil joke to this slave. She has found a cage outdoor, locked this slave in it, remove all slave’s clothes to be exposed to everyone, blocked inventory and other stuff (including IM) and put on slave her blindfold. This slave has never feel so helpless. This slave knew, timer was set to 30 minutes, but that were veeeery long 30 minutes. This slave has a radar HUD and saw someone was not so far from her… she begged to help her, but that person (and as slave has no names, she can’t know who was that) keep silent. When 30 minutes passed, slave was not completely free, as blindfold timer was set to 40 minutes and slave had to wait for 10 minutes more to see the cage and open it’s door. Even thinking of it, makes this slave horny.

In the conclusion of this slave SL day she talked to Dagmar Grau, who wanted to be a human cow. This slave thinks about trying to train her for a good cow, to lear more about cow-play to ask Miss to play this kind of “game” with this slave. Dagmar has very nice breasts from “eboobs”. This slave will look for some kind of them before she can be trained as cow too.

As for now, Dagmar has a task to right at least 250 word essay on what a good cow should do, and what it shouldn’t. Hope it will be interesting to read.