At the wall...

At first, I must confess and thanks Miss Eve. Her SL training and degradation has some effect in RL on me. Yes, after all those words she told me about me, my nature and my place in SL, somehow my RL perception changed a bit (a bit?). From time to time I feel a need of some RL action and they become more and more wild every time.

I can remember the first anal experiments several years ago. Now it seems I really need something inside my rare. There are many more examples, but today I want to tell about some public actions. I'm not an exhibitioner, so I don't want someone to see me.However a thought about sexual activity in a public place makes me very excited.

I swim regularly. And sometimes locker room and a room with shower cubicles are absolutely empty (but there always a chance for someone to come inside). However there's a WC with a lock on the way from showers to the locker room. That gave me an idea of some semi-public activity I can afford myself.
One day I felt horny and decided to go to the WC room, and has an edge (I'm not permitted orgasms in RL) there. It was wonderfully disgusting and so humiliating: standing there before the toilet bowl and understand that everything you want is to scream and shake in a powerful orgasm and you has no permission for it. I must confess -- I liked that feeling *blushes* *blushes* *blushes*.

Some time later I repeated it once again... then one time more, standing on my knees in the WC room, feeling all  the smells of the room, hearing some people washing and going behind the door, imagine myself abused and forced to do it, feeling myself dirty, small and useless (I hate self mindfucking, but sometime it can give a lot of additional emotions).

Today I was at the pool, as usual. I had no mood for swimming, so it was not like a sport training, but just a peaceful flowing from one side of the pool to another.

I had to stop, put on clothes and move on.

After time was over, I went to the locker room. There was no one there. I felt a warmth of incipient arousal inside me. I was in the locker room and I decided to edge right there. I start pinching my nipples and very soon my breath became hard and quick. I was rubbing myself, trying to be quiet. At some point I made a step back and pushed my bottom to the cold tile wall. To make it even more sensitive, i leaned forward to touch the wall only by my ass. That gave another wave of arousal. I imagine someone's cold body touching my bottom, penetrate me, making me full of lust and desire, without any emotions in himself. I felt myself so disgraced. I looked at myself from the side: heavy breathing, leaned forward, legs spread, ass pushing to the wall, hands rubbing the most sensitive spots with a strong desire for an orgasm inside, ready to fuck anything, including a cold wall to fulfill the need for release. At this moment I had to stop touching myself to prevent orgasm. A quite moan of disappointment came out of my throat, as i understood that there are no touches for me left and I have to put on clothes and move on....

PS. I see a trend of my feelings at the pool locker room and I'm afraid how far will it get.

PPS. Picture source is another blog.

New point of view

Last day whore came online for some small amount of time and felt an urge to pass through the dog-training course. Whore just can't resist and spent next half an hour running over and over the logs, jumping over walls and passing through tube and tumbler. Whore found out some specific things about her movements (whore can move only on all four of her laps) and behavior of some parts of the course. Whore found out the action made by a SPACE button while movements. Whore was training overall (with no order, with no conscious reason). When time was over, whore wen to her kennel and understood she really likes what she were doing and she was doing it to perform better before Miss next time.

Some days after the "next time" came. Miss Eve called Alvie to see whore at passing the course. And whore failed. For some unknown reason whore felt very nervous and unsure and felt from the log between two high object at first, and then missed a the last log (leading to the ground). Whore felt awful, nearly crying. As whore was in ML whore didn't look up at Miss Eve or Alvie... Miss was not satisfied with whore's performance too, but gave whore another chance and on the third time whore passed the course completely without mistakes. That makes whore a bit more happier. Whore even afford herself to look up at Miss Eve and Alvie.Whore saw a picture like this (see below):

(whore's new point of view)

And whore understood how right her position was. Whore feels no right to look at others otherwise, then upward. The feeling was intensified by the fact, that Miss Eve and Alvie were discussing something about this whore, without not even mentioning this whore presence. Like talking about some animal or even an object (and that's again very near to the reality for now).
Oh, it's so had to describe the mix of feelings from that moment. Here's just some of them:

• joy and happiness from completing the course, completing Miss order, being near Miss
• humiliation from being lowed to the ground and being muted, and restricted to ML,
• arouse from being humiliated and having nothing to do with that,
• even more aroused from being aroused from such awful and shameful things,
• submission to any decision of Miss Eve and 
• readiness to complete any Miss Eve order

Alvie has something else to do and leave very quick after that. Miss Eve lead this whore to a skybox (a fireplace) and had a talk with her. Yes, Miss Eve removed bits and bridle (with chat restrictions) and asked several questions. One of them was how whore feels about getting a OC Collar back. And whore felt really nothing about that and answered just common words about submitting to any Miss decisions. That was a mistake, as Miss wanted to get a direct answer about whore feeling. And after some tips from Miss, whore finally answered: "Whore feels ready for that, Miss". That was the answer Miss liked, but as it was said not at once, Miss decided to lock this whore into the cage for a 30 minutes, to have whore think about her style of answering (yes, it's a huge problem, as this whore can't answer short and direct,  always writing a lot about all questions aspects and some aspect laying close to the subject). Well, maybe it's just another story, and whore will write about it some time later...

Pregnancy

For the last two days whore was online every evening to learn more about Miss Eve new house and her new destiny. Miss Eve showed and tested on this whore a new training device to make whore's breasts produce milk.

(new breasts massage device)

It's really very nice thing, as it massages very gently, but firmly. This makes this whore drip in some 10-15 minutes and Miss didn't miss the chance to test whore's chastity belt shock.(Ouch!). That made this whore thinks that Miss wants her to be a milk producer. And as whore knows, and Miss marked that several time, saying that whore can't produce milk right now as she was not pregnant, whore decided to perform some search on the way she can get pregnant in SL.
Whore has found several HUDs. One of them was a Tantra Total Woman HUD. And it seems very interesting for this whore. Whore suggested this HUD to Miss, as a variant of developing and some new level of RP-ing, but that made Miss angry. Miss Eve told this whore not to tell her what shу should do with this whore. Whore was not thinking about ordering Miss, but only wanted to show some way, some ideas... maybe whore choose the wrong form of a suggestion (whore will have to work on this and find the way to show some ideas to Miss in a correct form). At least whore was not punished for that. Miss Eve even mentioned another HUD: Mama Allpa - much cheaper one (and apparently more popular, as it has much more reviews, then the Tantra Total Woman). Maybe some day whore will try some of them...
Some time later whore returned to the discussion of the pregnancy with Miss and Miss told that her attitude to it in SL is the same as in RL, she doesn't think this whore can care about a child, she's at least not male to make this whore pregnant. Well, that's all true. Even more Miss pointed that whore's pregnancy at current level of degradation will stop whore's degradation for some time in Miss Eve's eyes.

However, there was one more thing Miss mentioned. She said: "You are not yet fully "just a thing" in my eyes, though not fully normal too", and that it stops Miss from taking a baby from this whore. But taking a baby away will be ok with a "complete thing", as things can't care of babies. So whore has to be degrade to a "just a thing" for even more degradation (as pregnancy not for a child, but for milk and all that stuff seems very humiliating for this whore).
So, the conclusion: whore has to do her best on the degradation. And whore will!

New home, new treatment...

Today whore managed to come online and meet Miss Eve. As Miss Eve is moving to a new place (with bigger amount of prims), today whore was transported to a new SIM and a new house. In fact house looks pretty same.Maybe a bit more place and a bit more decoration. After a short show up of the house made by Alvie, Miss Eve showed this whore a new device for milking and feeding. It's really one of the evil thing... but nothing can be better for an owner of a human-animal. It gives owner all opportunity and leaves no choice for a pet.

(test pumping)

After that (and whore was really horny from those sucking pumps and feeding without any variant to reject any food coming right into the throat), whore made Miss a bit angry with her, as she was a bit slow and didn't guess about Miss wishing her move downstairs. Miss said that that this whore is not smarter then an animal. Whore was listening to all that, looking to the floor and for her own shame felt her cunt start dripping. That was awful... awful shame... and awfully big arousal (whore blushes even writing about it). But that's what this whore is... a stupid horny humiliation whore (sometime it's unbelievable that this is written by me)

(dripping while humiliated)

As whore was doing her best no to make a spot on a Miss carpet, Miss went on and asked how whore felt about first try of milking and feeding. Miss also wanted to know if whore still wants to be an animal. Whore agreed for that, as that will be a great experience of true degradation for her. And whore must say now, that she hopes, that will be interesting to Miss too. And then Miss made a notice, that made whore's heart miss a beat: "I must warn you, you might get just that, and you will be treated like that". And whore asked Miss if this new treatment will be permanent for the rest of her life? But Miss hurried to leave (some RL urgent deals) and left whore's question without answer.

The rest of this day whore was thinking about it... and finally accepted that she has no really choice and just wishes to server Miss as a whore, as an animal or as anything Miss wants her to be.

What does submision means

"Submission is a state in which people can no longer do what they want to do because they have been brought under the control of someone else." 

Collins COBUILD Advanced Learner’s English Dictionary.

"Submission  is the action or fact of accepting or yielding to a superior force or to the will or authority of another person" 

New Oxford American Dictionary.

A very simple question very difficult to answer to.

This whore.

Dictionaries are good and whore agreed with them. But submission is always something special to every slave/sub.
For better understanding what submission is for this whore in details, submission can be separated into two parts: actions and feelings.

Actions
Submission as actions is a kind of job, where you are always ready to do your best to please owner. Sometime tasks are not the ones you want to do, and from time to time you are to do something that will be "a small step for a man, but a giant leap..." for you as a submissive. And the only thing that make this whore to do that step -- is a submission to the owner.
But submission is not only performing this or that action. Sometimes, submission is being unable to perform some action. Long time ago, whore discovered the feeling of submission from being unable to do some common things (like when you can't walk, while tired in bondage, or you feel lost in SL when owner disables your inventory for the first time). This feeling of a little helplessness is so sweet and if there is some person who has made that, whore feels deep submission to this person.
Whore have learned a lot about submission as actions/restrains and hope to show good results. But there are still some goals to achieve. It's easy not to do things, when you can't do them. Much more difficult is to stop yourself when you want something (and can do it), but owner told you not to do it. And that's a thing whore has to learn, as she can't always stop herself.

Feelings
Submission is not only actions, much more and a lot more interesting part of submission is feelings. The feeling of submission is something really strange. Whore can define this feeling as a mix of lust, excitement, desire to fall on the knees and say "Yes, Miss" (this must be the feeling of submission, i suppose), some fear and an impulse to run away. This is very complicated and wonderful feeling at the same time.
Whore is not sure, but maybe it will be better to exclude from that mix the impulse to run away? But whore doesn't know how to do it at the moment.
Talking about feelings, that are linked in this whore with submission, would be wrong not to mention humiliation. For some reason (this reason is a secrete for this whore herself) humiliation and submission were always standing near in whore's mind. When whore is humiliated, a strong wave of submission hits this whore mind, and when whore feels submissive, she is willingly and easily humiliated (and after that another wave of submission and then desire for humiliation and so on and on).

Feelings, connected with submission are not so clear for whore, as actions. And it's much harder to understand what is already done in this part and what is not. Whore had come to SL to explore the sensual/emotional part of submission (as physical part of submission can be hardly explored in SL). And the most interesting thing for this whore in her feelings -- is the feeling of humiliation. As now you can see, humiliation is tightly linked with submission in this whore's mind.That's why whore thinks exploration of humiliation will make her understand her submission better.

All together now
As for submission generally, not divided into parts, for this whore it's a faithful and honest serving to the owner and her/his interests. The major thing in this service is to accept (fully and completely) that interests of the owner are more important then yours. Everything else is only a consequence of this major thing.
And the only way to make this acceptance deeper and more complete is to train it: accept interests in different situations, in different places, in different states of mind and mood, making this acceptance a bit harder from time to time, to develop and transform the system of values of the slave/sub.

PS. Whore can't say that it's a final result of her understanding submission. And any questions can be posted as comments and whore will answer them with great pleasure (maybe some other side of submission will be discovered).

Slave training continues

For some RL reasons this slut can’t stay online for a long time today. But she had finally got some hours to get online and, thank God, Miss Eve was online too. Mss Eve seemed to be glad to see this slut online and readily continued this slave training.

Miss Eve liked this slave diary, and, as she said, she’d found something interesting in it and will use some ideas from it… There were really a lot of ideas in it… This slave can only wonder what ideas Miss liked… Soon this slave will know…

Miss met this slut at Enslaved RLV and this slut started to show Miss her outfits and discuss them with her. During their conversation, some stranger started to lock everyone into the cages… and this slave was locked for some time, but Miss got this slave out rather quickly and after that we left that place…

Miss Eve showed this slut a new place with different medical equipment… rather evil ones. Unfortunately it was not sensations compatible… so electro shocks and candle wax drops were not hurting too much. And this slave wanted to show Miss some devices with sensations HUD. But this slave was nearly out of time and only could find the place, where devices are. There, as this slave had to leave soon, Miss put her into the cage and set it timer for 1 hour RL… and now this slave is sitting on the floor of that glass cage, naked for any strangers passing by, unable to IM, with pacifier… feeling her vulnerability and humiliation. And for some strange reason this slut likes it… what a shame…

Training with Eve Wildmist

After several days working on humiliation plan, this slave is back to her diary and her adventures in SL. This slave send Miss Susy her diary, but she seems to have some problems with readying RTF files… soon this slave will know for sure.

And today this slave adventures started at Enslaved Extreme RLV. Slave has met a person there, Miss Eve Wildmist. She agreed to train this slut a bit… and after that this slut was posed on some evil device and was tortured for a half an hour or so… Miss slapped her with paddle and hand, had teased slave with eating her pussy, fist slave and all that was changing from one to another and back. This slave was begging to stop and to allow her to cum at the end. During all actions people were coming along, looking at this slut humiliatingly crying and begging Miss.

One of persons wanted to take part and Miss agreed… and this slave had no choice, but even more, she desired that cock in her mouth… Cock was put in her ass, during Miss was fisting her pussy. That was so arousing, humiliating and painful. And the only thing kept slave from orgasm was the chastity belt. After slaves holes were done Miss slapped slave several time and freed her from the device.

Miss wanted to train slave for deepthroat, but training device seemed to be a bit huge for slave and dildo was not going deep to slave’s mouth. Miss Eve said she liked this slut, and slut mentioned that she’d be glad to have more training with Miss Eve. It was settled down, that slave will ask Miss Susy a permission to add Miss Eve as a second owner for a period of training.

Before leaving, Miss Eve played an evil joke to this slave. She has found a cage outdoor, locked this slave in it, remove all slave’s clothes to be exposed to everyone, blocked inventory and other stuff (including IM) and put on slave her blindfold. This slave has never feel so helpless. This slave knew, timer was set to 30 minutes, but that were veeeery long 30 minutes. This slave has a radar HUD and saw someone was not so far from her… she begged to help her, but that person (and as slave has no names, she can’t know who was that) keep silent. When 30 minutes passed, slave was not completely free, as blindfold timer was set to 40 minutes and slave had to wait for 10 minutes more to see the cage and open it’s door. Even thinking of it, makes this slave horny.

In the conclusion of this slave SL day she talked to Dagmar Grau, who wanted to be a human cow. This slave thinks about trying to train her for a good cow, to lear more about cow-play to ask Miss to play this kind of “game” with this slave. Dagmar has very nice breasts from “eboobs”. This slave will look for some kind of them before she can be trained as cow too.

As for now, Dagmar has a task to right at least 250 word essay on what a good cow should do, and what it shouldn’t. Hope it will be interesting to read.

Degradation plan

Today this girl was not too much online today, but have some chat with Miss and offered Miss to think and write down her ideas on humiliation. After that she was thinking a lot about it and decided to compile a plan of her degradation. There would be several stages (states) with their signs to check if a state was properly set in this slave. Also this girl would like to think of different tasks, orders, actions to move her to the next, more humiliating state. That would be not an easy work, but this girl hope it’ll worth the result.

Stage: a girl

            Description: common girl, wanted to be trained and humiliated

            Signs: everything is ok, no restrictions at all

Stage: a sub/slave

Description: collared sub/slave, ready to submit and start training and learning toward humiliation slur.

Signs:

·        Clothes: anything permitted and approved by Miss.

·        Poses: any polite pose Miss approved.

·        Private: wherever slave wants, except periods Miss wants slave to be somewhere else.

·        RLV restrictions: no restrictions on regular basis, but some for punishments and training.

·        Speech mode: polite speech always thankful to Miss and other people.

·        Chastity: none.

·        Addressing to slave: “i”, “me”, “this slave” (anything with a low letter).

Common activities:

·        Plain orders from Miss. Getting to know slave’s nature better.

·        Develop discipline, trust and submission.

·        Some written forms of reporting of different actions and thoughts.

·        Slave can be leashed in public.

·        Slave can be punished in public and private.

Developing activities:

The main goal on this stage is to develop a link in a slave mind between humiliation and pleasure. So, every act of humiliation must be accompanied by some pleasure: sex, petting, any other reward.

·        Miss can call a slave a whore, bitch and slut, while giving her some contestations.

·        Make slave horny and then tell her to do some strange, wired things (better in public), wear some strange clothes and devices.

·        Do some tease and denial sessions and make slave beg for orgasm, saying different things, selfhumiliating. And if selfhumiliating is done properly – reward this slave, and punish otherwise.

Stage: a humiliation slave

Description: slave involved in humiliation play and getting some pleasure from it.

Signs:

·        Clothes: anything permitted and approved by Miss (but more open, then normal).

·        Poses: opened for a view of Miss.

·        Private: can use private areas to change dress and have sex until told otherwise.

·        RLV restrictions: no far touch, no fly, no minimap, no shout,  permanent,  and anything else for some times.

·        Speech mode: polite, thankful speech, asking for permission to start conversation.

·        Chastity: must be in chastity all the time, to prevent having sex with no permission. Slave can have orgasms with Miss permission.

·        Addressing to slave: “this girl”, “this slave”, “this slut”.

Common activities:

·        Tease and denial games with permissions to cum after some time (not always)

·        Making slave beg for orgasms using self humiliation.

·        Call slave a slut, whore from time to time.

·        Underline in conversations slave’s positive attitude to humiliation. Slave must get used to the thought that she likes humiliation and start confirming it automatically.

Developing activities:

As a slave’s link between humiliation and pleasure growing stronger, more humiliation can be applied. Slave now must be oriented to act more as a slut. This will be more natural, as slave will be more often denied orgasm and will feel herself more horny.

·        Slave must learn to be useful sexually and develop her sexual skills in making pleasure to other people: petting, oral, vaginal and anal sex must be involved with strict control over slave’s orgasms.

·        Slave has to develop her pussy and anal to be ready for any use.

·        Slave can be involved in any play with Miss to understand what she must do in it and perform the best way to pleasure playmates.

·        At some point some semi-public actions can be started: slave can be used by some people under her Miss control or along with Miss.

Stage: a humiliation slut

Description: slave strongly involved in humiliation, getting pleasure from it, wanting have more sexual activity, ready to go further into humiliation to get more sexual pleasure.

Signs:

·        Clothes: things permitted by Miss only, very opened, partly naked, with some devices visible for others.

·        Poses: opened for a view of Miss and others, horny stands and movements.

·        Private: can use private areas to change dress, rarely can have sex in private places.

·        RLV restrictions: no far touch, no fly, no minimap, no shout, no norm (whisper only), no inventory, no names, no map, clothes locked permanent, and anything else for some times.

·        Speech mode: polite, thankful speech, only when asked or have some special task or order.

·        Chastity: Full time chastity with orgasms from time to time (once in a 4-7 days). Only Miss permitted orgasms.

·        Addressing to slave: “this slave”, “this slut”, “whore”, “this bitch”.

Common activities:

·        Tease and denial games with devices, maybe some devices constantly in, to make slave aroused all the time (with no orgasms!), begging for relief.

·        Calling this slave different rude names in private conversations

·        Give a permission to orgasm in public any time slave wants, but when there are not less then 3 persons except her hearing slave’s moans (this will help slave to get used to public actions and motivate her to have public sex more often)

·        Show slave in public places with bare red ass or swollen tits, showing everyone what a slut this slave is (can be locked in some public place to be shown).

Developing activities:

At this stage slave must develop herself in a complete slut (whore), wet and dipping, ready for anything to have permission for orgasm (but getting this permission more and more seldom). The most important thing in this period is to make slave self accept herself as a slut, make her think of herself as a slut and nothing more.

·        Give permission to orgasm more and more seldom (once per 1-2 weeks)

·        Set conditions for orgasm more and more humiliating: do it only in public, be complete naked, have been fucked by at least 2 persons as the same time before orgasm, etc.

·        Make slave to cum while whipping and other painful actions.

·        Urge slave to call herself a slut, whore, bitch, but not a slave.

·        Find some evidences that slave is a whore and slut and nothing more.

·        Address and use slave as a whore, sex toy, accentuate that she’s not suitable for anything else.

·        Make slave to beg for sex to strangers (make sex with stranger a condition for orgasm: ask if slave wants an orgasm, then give permission to have orgasm with some person, if he would not be against and pleased by slave, and so on…)

·        Learn slave to get used to cages and being locked for different periods of time (when not used and don’t have tasks from Miss)

Stage: a humiliation whore

Description: slave completely in humiliation, with a strong link between humiliation and pleasure. Sexual desires are completely controlled by Miss and orgasms are very rare. Slave is always horny, ready and eager to be used sexual by anyone.

Signs:

·        Clothes: very opened outfits (approved by Miss), humiliating tattoos, slutty underwear if there are any.

·        Poses: opened for everyone views, dripping and showing every device in slave.

·        Private: can’t stay private for any actions, until told otherwise.

·        RLV restrictions: no far touch, no fly, no minimap,  no shout, no norm (whisper only), no inventory, no names, no map, no edit, no rez, no build,  clothes locked, gagged (when her mouth is not used) permanent. Chat and IM can be restricted for some time.

·        Speech mode: polite, thankful speech, only when asked, but mostly have something in a mouth to keep slave aroused and busy.

·        Chastity: Full time chastity with orgasms from time to time (once in 1-2 weeks). Only Miss permitted orgasms.

·        Addressing to slave: “this slut”, “whore”, “this bitch”, “it”.

Common activities:

·        Constantly teasing, with no orgasm, using different devices (vibrators, plugs, eggs, etc).

·        Having sexual abuse by strangers on a regular basis, offer slave to friends (not slaves) to be used and abused.

·        Make slave beg to use her sexual, hoping for getting release during it (give some releases if slave’s behavior is whorish enough).

·        Make slave depict herself as a horny wet whore, dreaming to be abused by anyone (selfhumiliation scenes).

·        Make selfhumiliation natural and easy for slave.

Developing activities:

At this stage slave must go further in humiliation and start degrade toward a thing. Make slave understand her complete useless and unimportant. Slave must start feel herself lower then other slaves.

·        Make slave be used by slaves (sexual and not only sexual).

·        Make slave assist and clean other slaves (not as a secondary owner, but as a slave’s sub, as a machine).

·        Underline, that slave’s behavior is not a human one, and slave must be treated as an animal or thing.

·        Take slave’s ability to talk (completely) for some time, during some pet play or statue-play (or something like that).

·        Start learn slave to wear blindfold permanently (start from low darkenning).

·        Make slave into some stupid pet and treat it like it should be.

·        Get slave aroused during all degradation to set link between pleasure and degradation.

·        Start leaving slave in cage for some time, when unused and between sessions (it can be done in public, not only cages, but locked somehow strictly).

·        Permit  slave to cum only while in pain.

Stage: degradated whore

Description: slave is loosing human rights and attitude. She’s too horny and can’t control herself to act as a human. That’s why Miss needs to degrade this whore and restrict her even more.

Signs:

·        Clothes: mostly naked (approved by Miss), except humiliating tattoos, brand marks.  Can wear only slutty underwear if Miss approves it.

·        Poses: opened for everyone views, dripping and showing every device in slave, staying on the ground most of the time.

·        Private: can’t stay private for any actions, until told otherwise.

·        RLV restrictions: no far touch, no fly, no minimap,  no shout, no norm (whisper only), no inventory, no names, no map, no edit, no rez, no build,  clothes locked, no emote, gagged (when her mouth is not used) permanent. Chat and IM are restricted for much of time. Receiving chat can be switched off too.

·        Speech mode: speech must be avoid, make slave emote only (in restricted emotions)

·        Chastity: Full time chastity with stopping regular orgasms.

·        Addressing to slave: “it”, “this thing”

Common activities:

·        Constantly teasing, with no orgasm, using different devices (vibrators, plugs, eggs, etc).

·        Having sexual abuse by slaves and any strangers who doesn’t disdain.

·        Make this whore serve slaves.

·        Muted slave petplay (during this play slave can’t chat and restricted to use emotes, maybe can be restricted to understand people chat too, to become complete silly pet).

·        Slave must be locked somewhere when not used by anyone, having no freedom of movement alone.

Developing activities:

The last step to a thing for slave is accept herself as a thing and agree she’s not worth to be human or even a pet in any way. She’s just a thing for Miss and has to surrender to her will completely, as she has not enough brains for her own will.

·        Learn slave to wear blindfold more darken.

·        Don’t give slave permission to see and hear people talking at the same time (can see actions and emotions, but no chat and IM, or can hear chat and IM with blindfold (fully dark on almost dark) on).

·        Outline slave’s stupidity and prove her that she’s not supposed to talk as she has no enough brains for that.

·        Thing must not wear clothes… only tattoos, devices, brand marks.

·        Learn slave to shorten it’s IMs to 3-4 words (less words, less slave’s foolishness)

Stage: a thing

Signs:

·        Clothes: complete nudity, except told otherwise.

·        Poses: always on the ground, opened for anyone view.

·        Private: no, always must be exposed.

·        RLV restrictions: noInv, noTouch, noTP, blindfolded (maybe not completely, but dark enough), noChat (send), noEmotes, noIM permanent  (except Miss needs something of it). Receive chat messages can be switched off too for a long period too.

·        Speech mode: complete silent (no chat, noIM except welcoming Miss and extremely urgent needs(messages not longer then 6 words, better 3-4), noEmotes).

·        Chastity: all time chastity, orgasms only for the viewers pleasure and with severe pain (preferable in public).

·        Addressing to slave: none, as mostly silent all the time (when needed, use “it”, “this thing”).

Activities:

·        Public sex/humiliation and other plays with unknown people.

·        Public expositions in cages, statues, etc.

·        Borrowing to others, including strangers, slaves, for any periods.

·        Public free demonstrations of different equipment and technics (using this slave as demonstration model)

·        Any sexual or other usage by Miss, Her slaves, friends, anyone!

Humiliation starts

Today is a day when (as this girl hopes) her travel to humiliation and degradation starts in SL. Today Miss Susy started to change her attitude to this girl. This girl was forced to drink from a bowl (and that turned out to be a piss). Then it was flogger time. Miss made this girl’s ass red with flogger and this girl was barely could count so fast. Miss was a bit angry with this girl, as she has forgotten to thank Miss for spanking. This slave was very upset with herself and begged Miss forgive her… After that this girl was given a task to change her outfit so, that it would be maximum opened for everyone’s eyes, but has maximum clothes on. This girl rechecked all her clothes and made one, she hoped Miss would like. In this outfit there are 2 slave tattoos, a nose ring, opened top, shorts stockings, boots, gloves… all in one white-gray-black style, according to her collar and cuffs. Then she was ready for Miss Susy examination.

Later that day this girl has a chance to show her new outfit to Miss and it seems to girl Miss was satisfied. SL was a bit buggy that day and clothes were not always showed correctly, but that was not so important, because Miss wanted this girl to stay naked. This girl is a bit shy to be nude at public, and that’s why it was a big deal for her to submit Miss. There were not so much people in the whole  SIM and no one around and that saved this girl from public humiliation (it saved her only for this time). And that was only the beginning. After that Miss guided this girl by the leash to a nudity beach (once more this girl was luck, as there were no one there too) and make this girl finger herself on the top of the mountain right over the beach… and this slut couldn’t stop herself doing it (in fact this girl was forces to sit on a animation point and had her “standup” blocked… it would be much more humiliation if fingering was ordered and this girl has to do it herself forced only by order of her Miss and her sluty nature). This girl has two orgasms and was happy. But at the save time she was very embarrassed masturbating in public. This girl told about it Miss Susy and she was pleased with this girls feeling and promised to have this girl tied naked on the bed in a public club where anyone can fuck girl while this slut could only accept that abuse. That makes this girl hot a frightened at the same time. Hope when this will happen, this girl will be in a kind of chastity that prevent her to orgasm, but can’t stop people from abusing her in all ways they want.

Thoughts on humiliation

This girl logged in to say hello to Miss Susy, but she was offline (it seems strange to me, as she is nearly always online :-) ). This girl wrote Miss hello as offline message and started to think what to do. There were several SIMs she wanted to visit and that what she has started. Those SIMs were mostly shops (this girl is always looking for some freebies). While wandering in the malls, this girl thought about Miss, herself and their yesterday talk on humiliation. This girl has got a feeling that Miss was not much into it and it was hard for her to get the point of view and start to press on girl’s self-rating. In her thoughts she wrote a letter to her sister Eddie, asking for an advice. Writing that letter she understood one more time how deep humiliation is in her: she feel tremble in her fingers, when she was typing: “…and soon i'll be your sister only formal, but

 in fact this girl will be Susy's family slut or whore used, abused, rented to friends and strangers

..... oh... that all seems a bit scary, but this girl wanna try this sort of degradation so much...”. This is one more fact proving that this girl has at least very strong tendency to become a slut by constant humiliation. And what’s more – she will feel horny from understanding her state and that will make her behavior even more sluty (fingers are trembling again…)

As for SL, this girl was not online today any more.