May 11, 2010

This slut’s likes and dislike (ordered by Miss Eve)

Today, as this slut is sitting in the cage, she’s thinking about things she likes and dislikes (Miss Eve told her to do it).
This slut will start with something really hard – things she doesn’t like:
  1. This slave never liked some silly RPs, when some guy is fucking monotonous poor girl, with no emotions or mental link during the process.
  2. This slave doesn’t like some stupidity and monotony.
  3. This slave can’t understand also, when some person looses his/her temper on some absolutely unknown person (this slave tries to solve RL problems in RL).

As for thins this slave likes – there are many of them:
  1. Restrains – this slut is just getting wet, if restrains are applied to her. And more restrains are applied, more hot this slut is getting… and if everything is done along with some role playing, it can make get this slut to the edge of orgasm.
  2. Humiliation and rough play is also make this slut feel her place and be more submissive.

And there is one more thing this slut has to add to things she likes. When slave knows that some person can do anything to her and doesn’t know what this person will do… that makes this slave nervous and horny. And that’s add points to everything is done with this slave.

Miss Eve trains this slave to stay in cages…

This slave was not online much time after last day. So, when this slave logged in today, she was still in the cage. And had time to rewind her thoughts back to ones she had last time (yesterday).
This slave planed to get LMs for different cages to present them to Miss Eve later… But Miss was online and came to the cage in a minute. So this slave was leashed as soon, as she was released from the cage…
Miss came to Xegul then and this slave started to prepare herself for another sever pain training (torture). But training was not done and after some chat with Miss, this slave was sent to look for cages. And there was no surprise that this trip was ended really soon – this slave was sitting in the cage again. Darkened and can’t seeing anything, with blocked TP and other stuff, but fortunately with ability to speak and IM. By the goodwill of Miss Eve slave was freed after 13 minutes. And research for cages continues.
Slut tried some old places, but can’t find the perfect cage there. Then slave tried to search for some new places and found Silent Prison (a nice place to be placed, but there were no guards at that moment and free. At that time Miss was going to logout and wanted to leave this slut locked until Miss will be online again. She TP this slave to RLV playground (she liked cages there for their restrains and darkness mode) and put her property in one of the cages… It was not so bad for the first time, but then, after darkness came, and IM and chat was blocked real hell begins. To add to all this, this slave Sis Eddie came online and come to see her in the cage (this slave managed to IM Sis before IMs were locked. Sis was looking all this slave restrain process and have some talk with Miss Eve (unfortunately this slave couldn’t hear it). Then everyone left… and this slave was left alone… even more then alone… she even can’t see herself, so there were really noone…

PS. sitting in the cage without anything disturbing is good for slave, at least, this slut remembered about cage she wanted to find… and as it always happen, this cage is in Xegul, where she started her research at… Another case proving that we have everything we need just at hands, and sometimes just can’t understand it.

May 10, 2010

Slave training continues


For some RL reasons this slut can’t stay online for a long time today. But she had finally got some hours to get online and, thank God, Miss Eve was online too. Mss Eve seemed to be glad to see this slut online and readily continued this slave training.
Miss Eve liked this slave diary, and, as she said, she’d found something interesting in it and will use some ideas from it… There were really a lot of ideas in it… This slave can only wonder what ideas Miss liked… Soon this slave will know…
Miss met this slut at Enslaved RLV and this slut started to show Miss her outfits and discuss them with her. During their conversation, some stranger started to lock everyone into the cages… and this slave was locked for some time, but Miss got this slave out rather quickly and after that we left that place…
Miss Eve showed this slut a new place with different medical equipment… rather evil ones. Unfortunately it was not sensations compatible… so electro shocks and candle wax drops were not hurting too much. And this slave wanted to show Miss some devices with sensations HUD. But this slave was nearly out of time and only could find the place, where devices are. There, as this slave had to leave soon, Miss put her into the cage and set it timer for 1 hour RL… and now this slave is sitting on the floor of that glass cage, naked for any strangers passing by, unable to IM, with pacifier… feeling her vulnerability and humiliation. And for some strange reason this slut likes it… what a shame…

May 9, 2010

Eve Wildmist became an owner of this slave


Today was a great day. Today Miss Susy accepted this slave’s now owner (sec. owner) – Miss Eve. And even more, she has put Miss Eve into this slave’s collar menu, so today was the first day of harsh training of this slave.
Miss Eve is rather rough trainer. This slave has not got everything about her, but she definitely has her own style, a bit tough, pressing and absolutely  dominating. This slave is very happy, but a bit frightened as she doesn’t know what Miss Eve had planed for her… However this slave will learn a lot from Miss Eve.
As for now Miss Eve and this slave are getting along with each other, trying to understand who’s who in SL and how they will go on together. For Miss Eve knows this slave better this diary is shown to her too and she can read every post from the beginning.
So new owner and new treatment has started for this slave. And this slave is happy with it!

May 8, 2010

Training with Eve Wildmist


After several days working on humiliation plan, this slave is back to her diary and her adventures in SL. This slave send Miss Susy her diary, but she seems to have some problems with readying RTF files… soon this slave will know for sure.
And today this slave adventures started at Enslaved Extreme RLV. Slave has met a person there, Miss Eve Wildmist. She agreed to train this slut a bit… and after that this slut was posed on some evil device and was tortured for a half an hour or so… Miss slapped her with paddle and hand, had teased slave with eating her pussy, fist slave and all that was changing from one to another and back. This slave was begging to stop and to allow her to cum at the end. During all actions people were coming along, looking at this slut humiliatingly crying and begging Miss.
One of persons wanted to take part and Miss agreed… and this slave had no choice, but even more, she desired that cock in her mouth… Cock was put in her ass, during Miss was fisting her pussy. That was so arousing, humiliating and painful. And the only thing kept slave from orgasm was the chastity belt. After slaves holes were done Miss slapped slave several time and freed her from the device.
Miss wanted to train slave for deepthroat, but training device seemed to be a bit huge for slave and dildo was not going deep to slave’s mouth. Miss Eve said she liked this slut, and slut mentioned that she’d be glad to have more training with Miss Eve. It was settled down, that slave will ask Miss Susy a permission to add Miss Eve as a second owner for a period of training.
Before leaving, Miss Eve played an evil joke to this slave. She has found a cage outdoor, locked this slave in it, remove all slave’s clothes to be exposed to everyone, blocked inventory and other stuff (including IM) and put on slave her blindfold. This slave has never feel so helpless. This slave knew, timer was set to 30 minutes, but that were veeeery long 30 minutes. This slave has a radar HUD and saw someone was not so far from her… she begged to help her, but that person (and as slave has no names, she can’t know who was that) keep silent. When 30 minutes passed, slave was not completely free, as blindfold timer was set to 40 minutes and slave had to wait for 10 minutes more to see the cage and open it’s door. Even thinking of it, makes this slave horny.

In the conclusion of this slave SL day she talked to Dagmar Grau, who wanted to be a human cow. This slave thinks about trying to train her for a good cow, to lear more about cow-play to ask Miss to play this kind of “game” with this slave. Dagmar has very nice breasts from “eboobs”. This slave will look for some kind of them before she can be trained as cow too.
As for now, Dagmar has a task to right at least 250 word essay on what a good cow should do, and what it shouldn’t. Hope it will be interesting to read.

May 6, 2010

Degradation plan

Today this girl was not too much online today, but have some chat with Miss and offered Miss to think and write down her ideas on humiliation. After that she was thinking a lot about it and decided to compile a plan of her degradation. There would be several stages (states) with their signs to check if a state was properly set in this slave. Also this girl would like to think of different tasks, orders, actions to move her to the next, more humiliating state. That would be not an easy work, but this girl hope it’ll worth the result.

Stage: a girl
            Description: common girl, wanted to be trained and humiliated
            Signs: everything is ok, no restrictions at all


Stage: a sub/slave
Description: collared sub/slave, ready to submit and start training and learning toward humiliation slur.
Signs:
·        Clothes: anything permitted and approved by Miss.
·        Poses: any polite pose Miss approved.
·        Private: wherever slave wants, except periods Miss wants slave to be somewhere else.
·        RLV restrictions: no restrictions on regular basis, but some for punishments and training.
·        Speech mode: polite speech always thankful to Miss and other people.
·        Chastity: none.
·        Addressing to slave: “i”, “me”, “this slave” (anything with a low letter).
Common activities:
·        Plain orders from Miss. Getting to know slave’s nature better.
·        Develop discipline, trust and submission.
·        Some written forms of reporting of different actions and thoughts.
·        Slave can be leashed in public.
·        Slave can be punished in public and private.
Developing activities:
The main goal on this stage is to develop a link in a slave mind between humiliation and pleasure. So, every act of humiliation must be accompanied by some pleasure: sex, petting, any other reward.
·        Miss can call a slave a whore, bitch and slut, while giving her some contestations.
·        Make slave horny and then tell her to do some strange, wired things (better in public), wear some strange clothes and devices.
·        Do some tease and denial sessions and make slave beg for orgasm, saying different things, selfhumiliating. And if selfhumiliating is done properly – reward this slave, and punish otherwise.


Stage: a humiliation slave
Description: slave involved in humiliation play and getting some pleasure from it.
Signs:
·        Clothes: anything permitted and approved by Miss (but more open, then normal).
·        Poses: opened for a view of Miss.
·        Private: can use private areas to change dress and have sex until told otherwise.
·        RLV restrictions: no far touch, no fly, no minimap, no shout,  permanent,  and anything else for some times.
·        Speech mode: polite, thankful speech, asking for permission to start conversation.
·        Chastity: must be in chastity all the time, to prevent having sex with no permission. Slave can have orgasms with Miss permission.
·        Addressing to slave: “this girl”, “this slave”, “this slut”.
Common activities:
·        Tease and denial games with permissions to cum after some time (not always)
·        Making slave beg for orgasms using self humiliation.
·        Call slave a slut, whore from time to time.
·        Underline in conversations slave’s positive attitude to humiliation. Slave must get used to the thought that she likes humiliation and start confirming it automatically.
Developing activities:
As a slave’s link between humiliation and pleasure growing stronger, more humiliation can be applied. Slave now must be oriented to act more as a slut. This will be more natural, as slave will be more often denied orgasm and will feel herself more horny.
·        Slave must learn to be useful sexually and develop her sexual skills in making pleasure to other people: petting, oral, vaginal and anal sex must be involved with strict control over slave’s orgasms.
·        Slave has to develop her pussy and anal to be ready for any use.
·        Slave can be involved in any play with Miss to understand what she must do in it and perform the best way to pleasure playmates.
·        At some point some semi-public actions can be started: slave can be used by some people under her Miss control or along with Miss.


Stage: a humiliation slut
Description: slave strongly involved in humiliation, getting pleasure from it, wanting have more sexual activity, ready to go further into humiliation to get more sexual pleasure.
Signs:
·        Clothes: things permitted by Miss only, very opened, partly naked, with some devices visible for others.
·        Poses: opened for a view of Miss and others, horny stands and movements.
·        Private: can use private areas to change dress, rarely can have sex in private places.
·        RLV restrictions: no far touch, no fly, no minimap, no shout, no norm (whisper only), no inventory, no names, no map, clothes locked permanent, and anything else for some times.
·        Speech mode: polite, thankful speech, only when asked or have some special task or order.
·        Chastity: Full time chastity with orgasms from time to time (once in a 4-7 days). Only Miss permitted orgasms.
·        Addressing to slave: “this slave”, “this slut”, “whore”, “this bitch”.
Common activities:
·        Tease and denial games with devices, maybe some devices constantly in, to make slave aroused all the time (with no orgasms!), begging for relief.
·        Calling this slave different rude names in private conversations
·        Give a permission to orgasm in public any time slave wants, but when there are not less then 3 persons except her hearing slave’s moans (this will help slave to get used to public actions and motivate her to have public sex more often)
·        Show slave in public places with bare red ass or swollen tits, showing everyone what a slut this slave is (can be locked in some public place to be shown).
Developing activities:
At this stage slave must develop herself in a complete slut (whore), wet and dipping, ready for anything to have permission for orgasm (but getting this permission more and more seldom). The most important thing in this period is to make slave self accept herself as a slut, make her think of herself as a slut and nothing more.
·        Give permission to orgasm more and more seldom (once per 1-2 weeks)
·        Set conditions for orgasm more and more humiliating: do it only in public, be complete naked, have been fucked by at least 2 persons as the same time before orgasm, etc.
·        Make slave to cum while whipping and other painful actions.
·        Urge slave to call herself a slut, whore, bitch, but not a slave.
·        Find some evidences that slave is a whore and slut and nothing more.
·        Address and use slave as a whore, sex toy, accentuate that she’s not suitable for anything else.
·        Make slave to beg for sex to strangers (make sex with stranger a condition for orgasm: ask if slave wants an orgasm, then give permission to have orgasm with some person, if he would not be against and pleased by slave, and so on…)
·        Learn slave to get used to cages and being locked for different periods of time (when not used and don’t have tasks from Miss)


Stage: a humiliation whore
Description: slave completely in humiliation, with a strong link between humiliation and pleasure. Sexual desires are completely controlled by Miss and orgasms are very rare. Slave is always horny, ready and eager to be used sexual by anyone.
Signs:
·        Clothes: very opened outfits (approved by Miss), humiliating tattoos, slutty underwear if there are any.
·        Poses: opened for everyone views, dripping and showing every device in slave.
·        Private: can’t stay private for any actions, until told otherwise.
·        RLV restrictions: no far touch, no fly, no minimap,  no shout, no norm (whisper only), no inventory, no names, no map, no edit, no rez, no build,  clothes locked, gagged (when her mouth is not used) permanent. Chat and IM can be restricted for some time.
·        Speech mode: polite, thankful speech, only when asked, but mostly have something in a mouth to keep slave aroused and busy.
·        Chastity: Full time chastity with orgasms from time to time (once in 1-2 weeks). Only Miss permitted orgasms.
·        Addressing to slave: “this slut”, “whore”, “this bitch”, “it”.
Common activities:
·        Constantly teasing, with no orgasm, using different devices (vibrators, plugs, eggs, etc).
·        Having sexual abuse by strangers on a regular basis, offer slave to friends (not slaves) to be used and abused.
·        Make slave beg to use her sexual, hoping for getting release during it (give some releases if slave’s behavior is whorish enough).
·        Make slave depict herself as a horny wet whore, dreaming to be abused by anyone (selfhumiliation scenes).
·        Make selfhumiliation natural and easy for slave.
Developing activities:
At this stage slave must go further in humiliation and start degrade toward a thing. Make slave understand her complete useless and unimportant. Slave must start feel herself lower then other slaves.
·        Make slave be used by slaves (sexual and not only sexual).
·        Make slave assist and clean other slaves (not as a secondary owner, but as a slave’s sub, as a machine).
·        Underline, that slave’s behavior is not a human one, and slave must be treated as an animal or thing.
·        Take slave’s ability to talk (completely) for some time, during some pet play or statue-play (or something like that).
·        Start learn slave to wear blindfold permanently (start from low darkenning).
·        Make slave into some stupid pet and treat it like it should be.
·        Get slave aroused during all degradation to set link between pleasure and degradation.
·        Start leaving slave in cage for some time, when unused and between sessions (it can be done in public, not only cages, but locked somehow strictly).
·        Permit  slave to cum only while in pain.


Stage: degradated whore
Description: slave is loosing human rights and attitude. She’s too horny and can’t control herself to act as a human. That’s why Miss needs to degrade this whore and restrict her even more.
Signs:
·        Clothes: mostly naked (approved by Miss), except humiliating tattoos, brand marks.  Can wear only slutty underwear if Miss approves it.
·        Poses: opened for everyone views, dripping and showing every device in slave, staying on the ground most of the time.
·        Private: can’t stay private for any actions, until told otherwise.
·        RLV restrictions: no far touch, no fly, no minimap,  no shout, no norm (whisper only), no inventory, no names, no map, no edit, no rez, no build,  clothes locked, no emote, gagged (when her mouth is not used) permanent. Chat and IM are restricted for much of time. Receiving chat can be switched off too.
·        Speech mode: speech must be avoid, make slave emote only (in restricted emotions)
·        Chastity: Full time chastity with stopping regular orgasms.
·        Addressing to slave: “it”, “this thing”
Common activities:
·        Constantly teasing, with no orgasm, using different devices (vibrators, plugs, eggs, etc).
·        Having sexual abuse by slaves and any strangers who doesn’t disdain.
·        Make this whore serve slaves.
·        Muted slave petplay (during this play slave can’t chat and restricted to use emotes, maybe can be restricted to understand people chat too, to become complete silly pet).
·        Slave must be locked somewhere when not used by anyone, having no freedom of movement alone.
Developing activities:
The last step to a thing for slave is accept herself as a thing and agree she’s not worth to be human or even a pet in any way. She’s just a thing for Miss and has to surrender to her will completely, as she has not enough brains for her own will.
·        Learn slave to wear blindfold more darken.
·        Don’t give slave permission to see and hear people talking at the same time (can see actions and emotions, but no chat and IM, or can hear chat and IM with blindfold (fully dark on almost dark) on).
·        Outline slave’s stupidity and prove her that she’s not supposed to talk as she has no enough brains for that.
·        Thing must not wear clothes… only tattoos, devices, brand marks.
·        Learn slave to shorten it’s IMs to 3-4 words (less words, less slave’s foolishness)

Stage: a thing
Signs:
·        Clothes: complete nudity, except told otherwise.
·        Poses: always on the ground, opened for anyone view.
·        Private: no, always must be exposed.
·        RLV restrictions: noInv, noTouch, noTP, blindfolded (maybe not completely, but dark enough), noChat (send), noEmotes, noIM permanent  (except Miss needs something of it). Receive chat messages can be switched off too for a long period too.
·        Speech mode: complete silent (no chat, noIM except welcoming Miss and extremely urgent needs(messages not longer then 6 words, better 3-4), noEmotes).
·        Chastity: all time chastity, orgasms only for the viewers pleasure and with severe pain (preferable in public).
·        Addressing to slave: none, as mostly silent all the time (when needed, use “it”, “this thing”).
Activities:
·        Public sex/humiliation and other plays with unknown people.
·        Public expositions in cages, statues, etc.
·        Borrowing to others, including strangers, slaves, for any periods.
·        Public free demonstrations of different equipment and technics (using this slave as demonstration model)
·        Any sexual or other usage by Miss, Her slaves, friends, anyone!

May 1, 2010

Humiliation starts


Today is a day when (as this girl hopes) her travel to humiliation and degradation starts in SL. Today Miss Susy started to change her attitude to this girl. This girl was forced to drink from a bowl (and that turned out to be a piss). Then it was flogger time. Miss made this girl’s ass red with flogger and this girl was barely could count so fast. Miss was a bit angry with this girl, as she has forgotten to thank Miss for spanking. This slave was very upset with herself and begged Miss forgive her… After that this girl was given a task to change her outfit so, that it would be maximum opened for everyone’s eyes, but has maximum clothes on. This girl rechecked all her clothes and made one, she hoped Miss would like. In this outfit there are 2 slave tattoos, a nose ring, opened top, shorts stockings, boots, gloves… all in one white-gray-black style, according to her collar and cuffs. Then she was ready for Miss Susy examination.
Later that day this girl has a chance to show her new outfit to Miss and it seems to girl Miss was satisfied. SL was a bit buggy that day and clothes were not always showed correctly, but that was not so important, because Miss wanted this girl to stay naked. This girl is a bit shy to be nude at public, and that’s why it was a big deal for her to submit Miss. There were not so much people in the whole  SIM and no one around and that saved this girl from public humiliation (it saved her only for this time). And that was only the beginning. After that Miss guided this girl by the leash to a nudity beach (once more this girl was luck, as there were no one there too) and make this girl finger herself on the top of the mountain right over the beach… and this slut couldn’t stop herself doing it (in fact this girl was forces to sit on a animation point and had her “standup” blocked… it would be much more humiliation if fingering was ordered and this girl has to do it herself forced only by order of her Miss and her sluty nature). This girl has two orgasms and was happy. But at the save time she was very embarrassed masturbating in public. This girl told about it Miss Susy and she was pleased with this girls feeling and promised to have this girl tied naked on the bed in a public club where anyone can fuck girl while this slut could only accept that abuse. That makes this girl hot a frightened at the same time. Hope when this will happen, this girl will be in a kind of chastity that prevent her to orgasm, but can’t stop people from abusing her in all ways they want.