Whore's favorite blogs

After moving her diary to the public blog, whore started to look through blogs much more often. It's much easier to get new posts from different blogs, when you are a registered user of this system.
At first whore marked herself as a follower of some blogs she was fond of long ago. But after some time whore have found some more blogs, seemed to be interesting to her. And then, looking at followers of that blogs, whore opened for herself even more blogs. That's how whore is following now some blogs and is glad to see some new posts nearly every day.

(not this whore, just an old picture to illustrate this post)

In this post whore would like to tell about some of her favorites blogs (some old ones, and some pretty new for her).

Married Man's Fucktoy
This is the blog, whore was reading for a very long time. And whore is nearly admiring that woman.Fucktoy describes her way to submission and her feeling along that way. Reading this blog for quite a long time, whore see the development and the growth of a slave part of that woman. It's very interesting to see how she's becoming more and more submissive and how her limits are expanding and vanishing.



life as slave kk / My naked ass slaveAnother "old friend" of this whore is a blog of a ~50-years old woman, happy in her relations with her owner. She's another happy woman in a state of 24/7 slave fro her master, telling her readers about activities and her feelings. It's very interesting to this whore to read about it. Whore would like to learn to make her thought in post as clear, as this woman can.

Alternative Mindsets
This blog is something new to this whore. Whore found it by followers of some other blog and felt something very similar in the author with herself. Thу author of this blog likes humiliation and objectification (degradation in some way). She is fond of it in RL (!!!). And she really plays a doll and a cow (not for 24/7, but still she's trying it in RL!). And that's so exciting! Whore likes to learn that woman feelings and read her ideas about all that.

Female Orgasm Denial
The last, but not the less interesting blog is about orgasm denial. Woman orgasm denial. The thought about it is making this whore drip. And in this blog there are different posts from different people, telling about themselves, their needs, occupation and of course desires to cum. The blogger seems to give directives for how long should this or that person cum or be denied. There are some teases and some ideas for arranging a denial periods. Wonderful blog to read from the beginning up to the end.

Well, there are much more interesting blog this whore follows. Hope to have some time to write about them either.

Miss Eve's home

Today whore would like to tell you about a beautiful place, Miss Eve has taken this whore to. It's Miss Eve's home. In fact, as far, as whore knows, it's Alvie's home too, but the person who get this whore here was Miss Eve... and Miss Eve orders Alvie... so... it's a wonderful place!

First of all it consists of 2 places: a house and a skybox. You could see house in many pictures in this blog. There are 2 levels. On the first floor there are rooms and a fireplace. There are also kennels and a wooden frame for bondage. On the second floor there are mainly rooms with different devices: one room with 2 big cages (one for Alvie, on is empty, yet), one room for milking devices (like the one, you can see on posts:  New home, new treatment... and Pregnancy).

As for the skybox -- it's mainly the openair place with a huge tree. There is a house on that tree (with 2 levels either). Very beautiful  tree, this whore has to say. And there are swings, and once, when whore was not tied or locked she had wonderful time swinging on them under that tree. That was a sweet moment of happiness and some part of freedom that was so accessible... so long time ago...

(swings)

Pregnancy

For the last two days whore was online every evening to learn more about Miss Eve new house and her new destiny. Miss Eve showed and tested on this whore a new training device to make whore's breasts produce milk.

(new breasts massage device)

It's really very nice thing, as it massages very gently, but firmly. This makes this whore drip in some 10-15 minutes and Miss didn't miss the chance to test whore's chastity belt shock.(Ouch!). That made this whore thinks that Miss wants her to be a milk producer. And as whore knows, and Miss marked that several time, saying that whore can't produce milk right now as she was not pregnant, whore decided to perform some search on the way she can get pregnant in SL.
Whore has found several HUDs. One of them was a Tantra Total Woman HUD. And it seems very interesting for this whore. Whore suggested this HUD to Miss, as a variant of developing and some new level of RP-ing, but that made Miss angry. Miss Eve told this whore not to tell her what shу should do with this whore. Whore was not thinking about ordering Miss, but only wanted to show some way, some ideas... maybe whore choose the wrong form of a suggestion (whore will have to work on this and find the way to show some ideas to Miss in a correct form). At least whore was not punished for that. Miss Eve even mentioned another HUD: Mama Allpa - much cheaper one (and apparently more popular, as it has much more reviews, then the Tantra Total Woman). Maybe some day whore will try some of them...
Some time later whore returned to the discussion of the pregnancy with Miss and Miss told that her attitude to it in SL is the same as in RL, she doesn't think this whore can care about a child, she's at least not male to make this whore pregnant. Well, that's all true. Even more Miss pointed that whore's pregnancy at current level of degradation will stop whore's degradation for some time in Miss Eve's eyes.

However, there was one more thing Miss mentioned. She said: "You are not yet fully "just a thing" in my eyes, though not fully normal too", and that it stops Miss from taking a baby from this whore. But taking a baby away will be ok with a "complete thing", as things can't care of babies. So whore has to be degrade to a "just a thing" for even more degradation (as pregnancy not for a child, but for milk and all that stuff seems very humiliating for this whore).
So, the conclusion: whore has to do her best on the degradation. And whore will!

New home, new treatment...

Today whore managed to come online and meet Miss Eve. As Miss Eve is moving to a new place (with bigger amount of prims), today whore was transported to a new SIM and a new house. In fact house looks pretty same.Maybe a bit more place and a bit more decoration. After a short show up of the house made by Alvie, Miss Eve showed this whore a new device for milking and feeding. It's really one of the evil thing... but nothing can be better for an owner of a human-animal. It gives owner all opportunity and leaves no choice for a pet.

(test pumping)

After that (and whore was really horny from those sucking pumps and feeding without any variant to reject any food coming right into the throat), whore made Miss a bit angry with her, as she was a bit slow and didn't guess about Miss wishing her move downstairs. Miss said that that this whore is not smarter then an animal. Whore was listening to all that, looking to the floor and for her own shame felt her cunt start dripping. That was awful... awful shame... and awfully big arousal (whore blushes even writing about it). But that's what this whore is... a stupid horny humiliation whore (sometime it's unbelievable that this is written by me)

(dripping while humiliated)

As whore was doing her best no to make a spot on a Miss carpet, Miss went on and asked how whore felt about first try of milking and feeding. Miss also wanted to know if whore still wants to be an animal. Whore agreed for that, as that will be a great experience of true degradation for her. And whore must say now, that she hopes, that will be interesting to Miss too. And then Miss made a notice, that made whore's heart miss a beat: "I must warn you, you might get just that, and you will be treated like that". And whore asked Miss if this new treatment will be permanent for the rest of her life? But Miss hurried to leave (some RL urgent deals) and left whore's question without answer.

The rest of this day whore was thinking about it... and finally accepted that she has no really choice and just wishes to server Miss as a whore, as an animal or as anything Miss wants her to be.

Sir Alwin

Yesturday whore met with another Master, a friend of Miss Eve - Sir Alwin (whore don't know his lastname, as he didn't tell it, and whore has no names for a long-long time). Whore come online to see Miss Eve, and met Alvie (a friend of Miss Eve, see this post for more information). Whore have not see Alvie for a very long time, and wondered how she was and what was new in her life. Whore knew, that Alvie is owned by a new master and seems to be very happy about it. Whore also wanted to know what kind of training does Alvie have now, as it's always interesting to know how submission is developing in others. Alvie told only that her new Master is not only owns her in SL, but also guides her in RL (oh, that's so wonderful start for a RL sub). And then she told that all other questions whore can ask her Master personal, as he was online at that moment. Frankly speaking, whore didn't want to ask all that Alvie's master, but he came and without nearly no questions (seems that Alvie IM-ed him the situation) told about their SL and RL relationships. Whore's curiosity was satisfied. Then Sir told that he will look after both of us, until Miss Eve will not com online. Sir and Alvie made themself comfortable on the couch and whore had to be near the post on the floor.

(whore has such a fat ass in this picture...)

Sir told that Miss Eve had shown him this whore diary and stories, that were placed on the same server, where whore's diary was at first. Whore was a bit confused, but everything is made in SL by this whore belongs to the owner of this whore and Miss has all rights to do whatever she wants with that. Sir told that he knew about this whore fantasies about transforming into a cow or human cow (stories were mainly about that) and wonders if whore still wants that. As whore was not thinking about that for some period of time it was a bit hard for her to answer and she started to talk about it (that was a mistake, and now whore understands it), instead of answering. Finally whore managed to say "Yes." and Sir continued.
After that talk Sir wanted whore to show how she can serve sexually to other slaves. Whore had to play with Alvie and if Sir will not be satisfied, whore will take place of Alvie. So whore tried her best and seemed to be satisfied, but Alvie had to leave for a sleep and whore didn't even get to her cunt (but Alvie was moistening already). Hope next time whore will show all her skills... and... maybe... if someone would like... someone will play with this whore cunt. As she was not touched by anything except chastity belt for so long...

PS. Before leaving this whore, Sir asked several more questions about being a cow and it seemed that he really thinks about this whore transformation and training as a cow... Hm... that would be nice... Hope Sir will ьфma this whore a really good cow (fat, mute, with huge milky breasts, but with the same main goal in her life, as a slave would have -- to please the owner).

Washing

Today Miss Eve wants to clean her property and to try new device for water torture. Miss was really kind today and was just washing this whore and not torture whore at all.

But for next time she promised to continue this whore ass training and remind whore the feeling of a shock (shivers every time remembering about it).

As another small task for this whore to write about, Miss told to state whore's thoughts on Miss attitude toward her property. Whore thinks it's not business of hers at all. But whore will be glad if Miss will make this whore behavior like the one she thinks a good slave should have and will watch strictly after it. Whore thinks this will make her better slave and will make company of this whore more pleasant for Miss and her friends. (Isn't it topping from the bottom?!)

Well, that's all for today, hope to have something more interesting to write about.

What does submision means

"Submission is a state in which people can no longer do what they want to do because they have been brought under the control of someone else." 

Collins COBUILD Advanced Learner’s English Dictionary.

"Submission  is the action or fact of accepting or yielding to a superior force or to the will or authority of another person" 

New Oxford American Dictionary.

A very simple question very difficult to answer to.

This whore.

Dictionaries are good and whore agreed with them. But submission is always something special to every slave/sub.
For better understanding what submission is for this whore in details, submission can be separated into two parts: actions and feelings.

Actions
Submission as actions is a kind of job, where you are always ready to do your best to please owner. Sometime tasks are not the ones you want to do, and from time to time you are to do something that will be "a small step for a man, but a giant leap..." for you as a submissive. And the only thing that make this whore to do that step -- is a submission to the owner.
But submission is not only performing this or that action. Sometimes, submission is being unable to perform some action. Long time ago, whore discovered the feeling of submission from being unable to do some common things (like when you can't walk, while tired in bondage, or you feel lost in SL when owner disables your inventory for the first time). This feeling of a little helplessness is so sweet and if there is some person who has made that, whore feels deep submission to this person.
Whore have learned a lot about submission as actions/restrains and hope to show good results. But there are still some goals to achieve. It's easy not to do things, when you can't do them. Much more difficult is to stop yourself when you want something (and can do it), but owner told you not to do it. And that's a thing whore has to learn, as she can't always stop herself.

Feelings
Submission is not only actions, much more and a lot more interesting part of submission is feelings. The feeling of submission is something really strange. Whore can define this feeling as a mix of lust, excitement, desire to fall on the knees and say "Yes, Miss" (this must be the feeling of submission, i suppose), some fear and an impulse to run away. This is very complicated and wonderful feeling at the same time.
Whore is not sure, but maybe it will be better to exclude from that mix the impulse to run away? But whore doesn't know how to do it at the moment.
Talking about feelings, that are linked in this whore with submission, would be wrong not to mention humiliation. For some reason (this reason is a secrete for this whore herself) humiliation and submission were always standing near in whore's mind. When whore is humiliated, a strong wave of submission hits this whore mind, and when whore feels submissive, she is willingly and easily humiliated (and after that another wave of submission and then desire for humiliation and so on and on).

Feelings, connected with submission are not so clear for whore, as actions. And it's much harder to understand what is already done in this part and what is not. Whore had come to SL to explore the sensual/emotional part of submission (as physical part of submission can be hardly explored in SL). And the most interesting thing for this whore in her feelings -- is the feeling of humiliation. As now you can see, humiliation is tightly linked with submission in this whore's mind.That's why whore thinks exploration of humiliation will make her understand her submission better.

All together now
As for submission generally, not divided into parts, for this whore it's a faithful and honest serving to the owner and her/his interests. The major thing in this service is to accept (fully and completely) that interests of the owner are more important then yours. Everything else is only a consequence of this major thing.
And the only way to make this acceptance deeper and more complete is to train it: accept interests in different situations, in different places, in different states of mind and mood, making this acceptance a bit harder from time to time, to develop and transform the system of values of the slave/sub.

PS. Whore can't say that it's a final result of her understanding submission. And any questions can be posted as comments and whore will answer them with great pleasure (maybe some other side of submission will be discovered).